"I saw your eyes, and they made me smile, for a little while...I was falling in love.." sang the Flock of Seagulls back in the day. I've always liked the song but I never really understood it until now. His eyes, made me smile, touched my mind and now make me cry. It had been so long since I felt love - really felt it. I was always afraid of the fire - that it would burn.
But it didn't...it just made me sad...and it does now. My friend the reader told me he wondered if I was sad - of course I would never show my feelings but when I sad down and thought abou8t it like now - I am really sad.
It's always those things we take for granted. Always believing that things will work out, that if I just waited long enough that it would happen. But he came on strong and blew out my fire. And now I am lost in a sea of salty mire. Lost within, can't break through, hello is all I could get from you. Now you are gone. And I miss you already...
"I saw your eyes
and them made me
smile,
For a little while,
I was falling in love..."