Welcome to the Big Show....

"Come one, come all" you would hear the circus host say! As he spins his hat and walks away. Leaving you to wonder, what is under this tent? Oh, wait that's right - racism at it's finest coming your way. But don't say a word, cause it's not ok- for you to call me a racist when only you feel this way.

"Hey white bitch, get the fuck out of the way", yet I am not white I say. "Your skin says it all, get the fuck out of the way". As I stand in utter disbelief, my body begins to shutter in grief.

Your ignorance keeps you blind, as a sheep you will follow. No mind of your own, your soul empty and hollow. But as for me - my eyes are wide open for all to see. You are not, nor ever will be - better than me...

Welcome to the Big Show...

Been Dazed and Confused....

Robert Plant told the world that he felt dazed and confused for so long...And in today's society I believe it to be true. I find myself wondering how I got here, why I got here - but most importantly where do I go from here.

Feeling dazed and confused for so long, I find myself longing to belong again. Not to others or any  thing, but to me. I was told that my lack of boundaries were to blame...But can it not be also others who hold the shame. Lost in the mixing bowl, I find myself longing to find my place. A place of comfort and care - not one of clucking hens and ugly snares.

As my eyes began to open, I found myself  afraid to see the world once more. Not wanting to become dazed and confused again. Not wanting to be there again - but if I stand, will I again fall? Would it matter, matter at all.

Probably not as I see...