The Other Side...

The grass is always greener on the "other side", everything looks different on the other side. What exactly is the other side? Is it like a side dish? Some thing that is just on the side or is it getting to the other side? Not really sure just yet.

I think that I have come to the "other side". The previous side was a means to get to another side, due to that side becoming lost in the phases of my life. And now that I am at the "other side" is it really different? Aside from test taking and endless days of study; the only difference of being on the "other side" is that it is now lays in the concept of application, and study is still inevitable.

So what does it mean for me to be on "the other side"? It feels so surreal as if I am watching someone else, but it isn't it is still me. Maybe because there is yet still another side I have not yet found. A side that still torments me, haunts me. Maybe I need to find another side in order to get to the other side?

Not sure...but what I am sure of is that one day...I will get to the "other side".

Wherever that other side may be...